Natch and back again

Listenin to Dave Matthews
Seek Up (live with Tim Reynolds)

Sins and Swears
We have no need for nets, safety or security,
those exist in theory not in life.
If God is love and love is real then where can I find Him?
In the fading arms of a one night stand,
or in the softest touch of a mother’s hand.
This honest question is ripe with lies.
My well-earned reputations, of being "steadfast"
and "true" have dissolved,
faster than these bitter pills.
I’ve taken them down, the hatch like all the rest, hymns and prayers.
I dont plan for redemption I plan for sins and swears.
This is me, im beyond myself and finding more and more
that i am disgusting, and quite frankly i like it.

this isnt the everyday adam but it is a part of me. the way i feel beneath the Almighty sometimes, inadequate and undefined.

This weekend was super, i went to wenatchee and played in the sandbox for a few days. I took the train there and returned today on a bus. the ride home was a bit of an adventure, i left wenatchee at 12:40 and arrived in downtown everett at 3:30 from there i hopped on a bus that had a lynwood sign thinking it would bring me closer to home, it did. from there i took another bus to the lynwood P&R then i looked for a bus to the Canyon Park P&R...i finally found it and had 15 minutes, i saw a KFC and went to get a KFC Crispy Chicken Wrap with Zinger sauce. It took a bit longer than i wanted it too i got back to the bus right when it was supposed to leave, luckily the driver was talkin to someone and didnt leave. getting to canyon park i thought about calling donovan but then felt a lot like walking the rest of the way home. it was pretty dark by now which made it fun. i walked a few miles home with my backpack and man purse completing the journey of radness also on the first bus, the 3+hr one from the Natch there was a 12 or so yr old girl that kept staring at me, i was eating beef jerkey and she was kind of plump. i almost gave her some but then ate it all cos i was starving. i also read a chapter of Deliver Us From Evil by Sean Hannity...i like it.

appologies for lack of punctuation...and structure.
Listenin to Frederic Chopin
Scherzo
fartwell,
Adam