12.12.04

stagnant hearts

its hard to focus when there is such commotion, the c0nsistent bother proves to slow my mind. im here watching harry potter 3. good movie but its hard to convey my thoughts correctly with discussion of broom and witch in the air.

friday i drove up to Mtn Springs Lodge where the RIM (fmr hs group) goes every year for a retreat. i dont know why i went aside from small amounts of pressure from joey and dono. to say very little, my experience there was less than comfortable. i felt sooooo out of place, wishing i had stayed home. donovan and i had fun together but the times i found myself alone in the crowd of high schoolers was....

i have to wake up in 6hrs

i went to wenatchee today. i feel so at home there its odd, more so than i do anywhere. (thank you)

short read

she reads a few pages here and there, a few. just enough to get a feel for the main character and to witness mild situations that call for a trace of emotional response. at first enthralled, captivated even by the personality of this central figure she soon loses taste and all connective thought. so many pages not quite enough time, into the wind with further reading. im a book well-written but left unfinished. maybe one day this fair-excuse will find time to pick up where she left off. i'll be here while you're at the library looking for your next "read."

i like the idea but i dont like the way it came out. no excuses just frustration with my writing.
farewell,
adam

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