11.8.05

blah balh bhal

"lord undo me"-
how then are we undone? such a desire is felt at least once in the life of Christian. After the death of a love one, knowing nothing will return them to you; After being disappointed by someone you thought could never fail. These instances of being undone are brought through circumstancesand are not based solely on the reflection of who we are at our worst. When _______ asks to be undon, he is asking for the Potter out of anger, and frustration to drestroy His creation. Because of its uselessness and fractures he asks, no, begs to be thrown at the wall and made dust. Returning to the state of previous to creation, and not necessarily desiring to be recreated or made new. To find an end.



Oh to begin again. When you've begun to end your life because it now seems a bit less than worthless.(i love the smell of cigarettes from about 20ft away, they seem to lpse a bit of the toxicity and take on a more pleasing smell. The only thing you can do is begin again. That point in life holds so much beauty.

i want an ink well and quill, i'd write much and then seal the letters with red wax.

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