tis time, and with it words.

how pitiful am i!

i dont know what to do with myself sometimes-often. starting over is hard, especially when you know and He knows that it should have been done ages ago.

i dont know what i feel right now, or if i feel i suppose. i dont think i do at this hour. i want something that seems so distant and...

... its distance has not once lessened my desire for it. not like most distances do to most things. the difference is that this isnt just another thing.

yes.

i guess i should update sometime soon.